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I Still Need PowderFinger’s My Happiness.

Three post still in drafts. But I’ve decided not to post them because the feeling to continue finishing them isn’t there anymore.

Anyways, a brief summary of what happened over the past few weeks.

1) Dented the Vios on Mum’s Day coz I turned too sharply and hit a curb, so basically, that was the most expensive gift I’ve ever given my Mum on Mother’s Day.

2) Withdrew from UNiM on the last day of exams. (They took away my student ID! No cheaper cinema tickets! *sob* and deleted my username and stuff, can’t log in to Gwmail and Netstorage no more. T.T)

3) Met up with Ah Dai, Ah Soh and Kher Chia at Times Square for lunch on Sunday. Just catching up, nothing much other than more horror stories from them about Hong Kong people. Sigh. But that Ming Ni has gotten so skinny too!

4) Taking up guitar classes again. Every Monday at Rhapsody. (The teacher’s HOT! Bwahahahahhahahahaaaaa! And young too not too mention! XD.. Unlike my previous teachers, a way too skinny Chinese guy and Indian uncle. Lol!!) But, my fingers hurt like hell.

5) And today! I got a full box set of the ‘A Series of Unfortunate Events’ by Lemony Snickets! All hardcover-ed! XD It was a birthday gift in advance from my godparents and you so don’t wanna know how much it cost-ed.

Unrelated to whatever was written above:
Feeling nauseous everytime I think about something which happened not too long ago. No sadness, disappointment and anger (well, initially, not anymore though), just that woozy feeling, you feel like puking everything out you just ate (when you still had an appetite to eat a little because your brain was momentarily free repeating that incident over and over again), and thinking about it just makes you lose all your appetite and you can go on for hours without eating nor feeling hungry.

On the bright side, I guess I’ll succeed in slimming down.

First And LAST.

I ter-slept this morning at 1a.m and woke up at 6.15a.m. And I was only up till chapter 7 for IDM. Had until chapter 13.

Was still feeling really really exhausted. Called mum. Got the green light to skip today’s exam!!! XD This is the most relaxing exam I’ve ever had in my entire life! Apart from the frust at the beginning which now, has totally gone away!

HOWEVER.

Never will I let a thing like that EVER happen again when I’m in HKU. Not allowed. NOT ACCEPTABLE! This is the first and will be the last.

Great.

Screwed up the only paper I thought I would actually do a little better for (except for Maths lar that is).

Just great. Life sucks.

Please just bear with me as this is the only place I can wallow myself in misery in and whine all I want without hurting anyone else’s ear drums. Thank you.

Screwed Up.

Funny. Was feeling tired and not really great yesterday (probably due to you-know-what). Anyhow, I got stuck on Tom Cross’s Chapter 5 of ELS until midnight. I still had Mutasim’s Chapter 5-9 which I totally hadn’t touched nor payed attention in his class before. But I still ‘napped’ hoping to absorb more at a quicker pace later.

Guess what? 3a.m. alarm rang.

Snooze.

Rang again.

Snooze.

Again.

Turn off.

Woke up at…. 8a.m.

(Quoting Jian Wen) SHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTT!!!

Sigh. And I hadn’t even finished Chapter 5! So I decided to sacrifice those FOUR CHAPTERS and re-read Selvan’s and Dino’s. And thank god I did if not I would have passed up a booklet of blank pages just now. This exam was sad. Not as sad as my A-Level Chemistry trials paper though, on the bright side. At least I think I’ll be able to get more than 20(?) marks. Bwahahahahahaa!

Somehow, I always get really happy and high when I enter the exam hall unprepared. XD. It feels great! Totally the opposite of what I feel when I prepare a lot. It’s like coz I don’t wanna feel let down after all that effort and tend to pressure and worry myself to death. Oh well.

I have Fluid Mechanics paper tomorrow. And here I am, blogging. I just never really learn from my mistakes. Does anyone do actually? I wonder.

All I Need – Mat Kearney :
…..And if all we’ve got, is what no one can break, I know I love you, if that’s all we can take, the tears are coming down, they’re mixing with the rain, I know I love you, if that’s all we can take.
A pool is running for miles on the concrete ground, we’re eight feet deep and the rain is still coming down, the TV’s playing it all out of town, we’re grabbing at the fray for something that won’t drown…..

I am grabbing at the fray for something that will drown.